Rockkstarr's Journals

Drunk driving [poem]

I went to a party,

And remembered what you said.

You told me

not to drink, Mom,

so I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,

The way you said I would,
that I didn't drink and drive,

though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,

And your advice to me was right.

The party finally ended,

and the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,

Sure to get home in one piece.

I never knew what was coming, Mom,

something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,

And I hear the policeman say,

the kid that caused this wreck was drunk,

Mom, his voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me,

As I try hard not to cry.

I can hear the paramedic say,

this girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,

While he was flying high.

Because he chose to drink and drive,

now I would have to die.

So why do people a do it, Mom

Knowing that it ruins lives?

And now the pain is cutting me,

like a hundred stabbing

knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom

Tell daddy to be brave.

And when I go to heaven,

put ' Mommy's Girl' on my grave.

Someone should have taught him,

That it's wrong to drink and drive.

Maybe if his parents had,

I'd still be alive

My breath is getting shorter,

Mom I'm getting really scared

These are my final moments,

and I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mom,

As I lie here and die.

I wish that I could say, 'I love you, Mom!'

So I love you and good-bye.

All Were Saying Is Give Peace A Chanceâ™¥

Hey! I have changed my page to a "peacey page"...ok that was weird....

Im all for peace! For people who have my username on aim, you know that my icon is "save darfur"
Thats it. Except it is a close up on that little child's face.In agony.We need to help them.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UPPgeDhGzKY Plz watch this video.

I am also a "tree huger" Please! Recycle...

Thats why I have changed my page to...to..a "peacey page"

One of my heros!

JOHN LENNON

Words are flying out like
endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
are drifting thorough my open mind
Possessing and caressing me

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which
dance before me like a million eyes
That call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of life
are ringing through my open ears
exciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_h7SZTU2Q54

Hey, Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey, Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better.

And any time you feel the pain, hey, Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
Well don't you know that its a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder

Hey, Jude! Don't let her down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember, to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better.

So let it out and let it in, hey, Jude, begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you, hey, Jude,
You'll do, the movement you need is on your shoulder

Hey, Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aBgC0ytvTMs

As soon as you're born they make you feel small
By giving you no time instead of it all
Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be

They hurt you at home and they hit you at school
They hated your clever and despised a fool
Till you're so ------- crazy you can't follow their rules
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be

When they've tortured and scared you for twenty hard years
Then they expect you to pick a career
When you can't really function you're so full of fear
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be

Keep you doped with religion and sex and TV
And you think you're so clever and classless and free
But you're still ------- peasants as far as I can see
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be

There's room at the top they are telling you still
But first you must learn how to smile as you kill
If you want to be like all the folks on the hill
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be

If you want to be a hero well just follow me
If you want to be a hero well just follow me

All these songs were written by john lennon or the beatles.

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Why is Jac Vanek So Awesome?

I dont know! She just is!!!!!

JAC VANEK ROCKS!

SHE IS MY FAVORITE SCENE QUEEN!

SQA (The Scene Queens Awards)

The Scene Queens Awards!

(Plz cast your votes as comments on this journal)

1st Category,

Prettiest Scene Queen?

1.Hanna Beth

2.Audrey Kitching

3.Zui Suicide

4.Jac Vanek

2nd Category,

Best Dressed Scene Queen?

1.Raquel Reed

2.Lana Jade

3.Ashlee Lauren

3.Jeffree Star

Best Hair?

1.KiKi Kannibal

2.Ali Barone

3.Audrey Kitching

4.Raquel Reed

Best "Friends"

1.Audrey Kitching & Hanna Beth

2.Audrey Kitching & Zui Suicide (trashy Life)

3.Hanna Beth & Ali Barone

4.Audrey Kitching & Jac Vanek

PLZ VOTE!

What Can I Say? Im Not At School Today,or Yesterday.

Some of you know, I came back from a trip with my grade to Jekyll Island.Yes,It was fun,but I had headaches all day.But thats not why I wrote this journal.

I came back from Jekyll fine,but on the bus ride back home,I found to really itchy bumps on my head.The next day I found 10 more all over my body! And soon later,I had a HUGE rash on both sides of my face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So,I didnt go to school today,or yesterday!

New Poll.....Oh Now New Poll And New Journal...HaHaHa

Please Take My New Poll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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"New" Buzznet

I have a "new" buzznet.

I am still going to be useing this one!

well,ya......its cool.........well.

www.buzznet.com/fashionlife

addddd me's!

Very......Mad.....

I am really mad right now because I made a banner but it wont show up on my page!!!!!!

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Which One Should Be My Profile Photo?

Which One Should Be My Profile Photo?

1.Hanna Beth (The Current Profile Photo I Am Using)

2.Audrey

Plz Comment!